Schizophrenia is a mental disorder characterized by a breakdown in thinking and poor emotional responses. Is this what we are seeing? A Freudian slip speaks loudly! I now understand your condition or at least what your conditioning has lead to. My sincere condolences to your sires.

Contrary to what Hoe Hoe and the quacks in CSVN are saying, please, you and your pack don't continue to take clozapine. Go get a second and third opinions outside CSVN. Afterall, everybody knows how great medical and general sciences CSVN are! So great that multiple former, current and dead leaders and generals went to Thailand, Singapore and etc ... for treatments. Go to a vet and get a proper Dx, Rx and treatments. Clozapine is not your solution, b/c it's often reserved for and almost the last line of defense for resistant (refractory) schizophrenia occurring in human test subjects.

The US DSM-IV-TR defines schizophrenia as a disorder that lasts for at least 6 months and includes at least one month of active-phase symptoms. Active-Phase Symptoms may include

1) Delusions

2) Hallucinations

3) Disorganized speech

4) Grossly disorganized or catatonic behavior


I have seen plenty evidences in support for delusions. Disorganized speech, in this forum it would be writings, can be argued for.

Again, my condolences to your sires. I would suggest your handlers get you into more of a A/C controlled environment, but you may already have to much A/C. Further testings of the confluences of environmental factors, genetic predisposition, developmental factors and etc ... are needed.

Here is Schizophrenia world map w/ darker color being a higher prevalence of disability per 100K people -